The thought in my head at that moment was that if this I misinterpreted any signals I would feign sleep, having no responsibility for my movements but as I let me fingers slip under her waistband I noticed her eyes slightly open then close. Exhausted and relieved I fell onto the bed beside her. Indian sex I was so crazy with lust and I wanted to fuck her so bad yet I was enjoying what was happening but I was afraid of losing control and letting my animal desire take over. I got up and sat beside her putting my arm around her and pulled her to me and she said “I enjoyed it” in a tone that suggested perhaps she shouldn’t have enjoyed it. I wasn’t looking forward to the night because I typically jack off to go to sleep and that’s after typically doing it in the shower not to mention waking up in the middle of the night most times to relieve myself again.
